A Series Written By a Child of 2 German Jewish Refugees, by Rick Landman - September 7, 2019
I've been asking myself, why do I cry every time I have to talk about my dad and his Holocaust experiences? A simplistic answer is that my father would cry whenever he would talk about it. […]Continue Reading
Manny's Den a bar in New Brunswick, NJ along with 2 other bars were closed down because they allowed known homosexuals to congregate in a bar with a liquor license. They fought it all the up to the NJ Supreme and won the right to have gay bars in New Jersey in 1967, 2 years ahead of Stonewall Rebellion in NYC... […]Continue Reading
I went to college right after the events at Stonewall and started the Gay Liberation Front at the University of Buffalo in 1970. In 1971, I was 19 years old when we went to the First March on Albany for Gay Rights to de-criminalize the act of being gay or lesbian and to de-criminalize cross dressing. Yes, both were criminal acts at the time. We were also demanding our "Equal Rights". […]Continue Reading
Exhibit at the Museum of Jewish Heritage NYC by Rick Landman- August 7, 2015
As a teenager, I used to ponder over the question of whether the Nazis would have picked me up before they came for my family; if I was born in their generation. My father and grandfather were sent to Dachau for being Jewish in November 1938, but I was afraid I would have been picked up for being gay after 1933. That is why I have always had a special bond to the generation of homosexuals who lived in Germany during the Nazi era. The Nazis killed most of my father's family, and I never got to know them personally either. Both groups became part of my imaginary family of the past.[…]Continue Reading
Henry Landman's Story of the Liberation Day by Rick Landman- April 2015
My father, Henry (Heinz) Landman, was so excited to be invited to the 70th Anniversary of the liberation of Dachau; for he was not only there at the liberation as an American soldier, but was also interned there as a Jew after Kristallnacht. Sadly, he died shortly after receiving the invitation. Over the years, he told me so many stories about Dachau, but I think this one is the most relevant for the 70th Anniversary of the Liberation. This is in remembrance of one of the stories my father told me.
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The Life & Stories of My Dad (June 12, 1920 - December 29, 2014) by Rick Landman- January 19, 2015
Even at 62 years of age, I thought I was exempt from losing a parent. My father, Henry Landman (born Heinz Landmann) survived Dachau, World War II and was still going strong at 94.5 years old. He was even invited to go back to Dachau for the 70th Anniversary of its Liberation in April 2015 since he was not only an inmate after Kristallnacht in 1938, but an American soldier when Dachau was liberated in 1945. Although not up to traveling, we were going to try to do something on Skype in April for their program. Coincidences and survival were always part of his life, but on December 29, 2014 he died[…]Continue Reading
24 Hour story of Henry Landman's Arrest on November 10, 1938 by Rick Landman- November 9, 2014
It was November 9, 1938 and my 18 year old father and his family went to sleep in their apartment in Augsburg as usual after hearing on the radio that a 17 year old Jewish boy shot a German official in Paris. Two Gestapo agents in green Bavarian garb rang the doorbell at his family's apartment at 5 a.m. in the morning. His aunt (who was to die a few years later in the camps) answered the door. All they said was, "Does Heinz Landmann live here?"[…]Continue Reading
Comparing days that my father and I won't ever forget by Rick Landman- November 9, 2014
November 9, 1938 was Kristallnacht, the night when discrimination escalated into a Holocaust. In Germany, they write the day as 9.11.38. The day comes before the month. In America, 9/11 is the day when my neighborhood was rocked with two airplanes intentionally crashing into the World Trade Center. […]Continue Reading
This is the Summary to the Series Written By of a Child of 2 German Jewish Refugees, by Rick Landman - November 2, 2014
This is the Summary of the lessons that I learned from the Holocaust. The reasoning behind these lessons can be derived by reading the Series of 7 Blogs. […]Continue Reading
Here is the SERIES of 7 Blogs relating to how my personal experiences as a son of 2 Refugees taught me these lessons.
A Blog Series Written By a Child of 2 German Jewish Refugees,
by Rick Landman - October 8, 2014
I was so blessed to be born in New York City. It was my parents and grandparents who had to flee persecution as refugees. They were one of the few lucky ones who were able to leave Nazi Germany in 1939. Due to a quirk of old geographical lines, my grandfather was considered a Russian living in Germany and thus was able to come to America, while his siblings, parents, and relatives perished in the Holocaust. In all 17 members of the immediate family perished in the camps.
A Series Written By a Child of 2 German Jewish Refugees, by Rick Landman - October 19, 2014
I've come to believe that "Nurture" (culture) is just as important in influencing our lives as our free will and "Nature"(DNA). When I started a group for children of Holocaust Survivors I noticed how many similar traits, quirks, and perceptions were shared by the members. It is not that hard to understand how what affected our parents influences us. So whether it was slavery, extermination, ethnic cleansing, or even things like alcoholism, which create what we now call Post Traumatic Stress can be "inherited" for the next generation will have to deal with it. […]Continue Reading
A Series Written By of a Child of 2 German Jewish Refugees, by Rick Landman - October 26, 2014
Understanding the lives of refugees and their descendants is something that deserves more attention. In today's world there are so many refugees leaving everything behind due to wars, genocides, religious discrimination, and thanks to our nuclear world, from places like Fukushima and Chernobyl. […]Continue Reading
A Series Written By of a Child of 2 German Jewish Refugees, by Rick Landman - October 27, 2014
While I cannot possibly remember how it was when my parents and grandparents came to America in 1939, I can write about what it was growing up in the 1950-60's as the child of two refugees. […]Continue Reading
A Series Written By of a Child of 2 German Jewish Refugees, by Rick Landman - October 28, 2014
3 out of 4 of my grandparents were born in Germany, where some of my family was living there since the 1500's. My grandpa fought in WWI for the Kaiser and told me wonderful stories of little villages where cows walked down from the mountainside at dusk to go into their owner's houses by themselves. Childhood stories (Struwwelpeter) and poems (Huppa Huppa Reiter) were song to me in German. My grandpa never really became fluent in English and my favorite pastry was a Lebkuchen. But with all of this, I never dreamed about living Germany. […]Continue Reading
A Series Written By of a Child of 2 German Jewish Refugees, by Rick Landman - October 29, 2014
Wiedergutmachung (reparations or restitution) is a word I remember from my childhood. I now know that not all Germans were Nazis. But all Germans (then and now) participated in the restitution to Jews. Historical Note: Hitler got 36.8% of the votes or 13,418,547 people, and lost out to Paul von Hindenburg with 53.0% of the vote or 19,359,983 people. Hitler then maneuvered himself into power with the help of violent thugs of the S.A.) […]Continue Reading
A Series Written By of a Child of 2 German Jewish Refugees, by Rick Landman - November 1, 2014
Parents have been forced to flee their homes and seek refuge even before Abraham sent Hagar and her son out into the desert. The Bible is full of people having to flee for their lives or of one group displacing another. Sadly, little has changed. I was so fortunate that America took my family in, as compared to others who are still living in limbo.[…]Continue Reading
For the fifth year there was a German Jewish presence at the Steuben Parade; well sort of. The banner and I were there, commemorating the contributions of German Jews to American culture. But once again, the people who signed up to walk with me earlier in the year backed out as we entered September. […]Continue Reading
May 13th will be the 75th anniversary of the Voyage of the St. Louis, when over 900 Jewish refugees were given the chance to leave Nazi Germany. This was Hitler's next test to see how America would react after the Nurnberg Laws on 1935 and Kristallnacht in 1938. When Hitler took power in January 1933 […]Continue Reading
This March Marymount Manhattan College hosted a collaborative educational experience called "Riding the Arc of History", based on my life experiences of being a gay son of Holocaust Survivors who became a German citizen. I created a humorous multi-media storytelling performance to encourage Social Justice while teaching history. Instead of just lecturing at Daphnie Sicre's […] Continue Reading
While some are debating whether it is more productive to boycott the Russian 2014 Winter Olympics in Sochi due to Russia's homophobic policies, or to participate and hope for a "Jesse Owens" moment, I would like to look at the issue from an American-German historical perspective. Being a dual German and American citizen, and a […] Continue Reading
Today is a special day. In a very rare occurrence, the first day of Chanukah falls on Thanksgiving Day. Seventy four years ago, my family got its best gift. Henry Landman, my 19-year-old father arrived by himself in New York City on Thanksgiving Day in 1939. A year earlier in November 1938, he was arrested […] Continue Reading
For decades, my father would give me a minute by minute accounting of the day the Gestapo woke him from his bed in Augsburg on November 10, 1938 until he fell asleep on the floor in Dachau at midnight. Every year I also say Kaddish for Leopold Rieser, the attorney, who was beaten to death […]
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Taking an inspiration from Friedrich Wilhelm von Steuben, who using today's terminology was a gay German (actually he was a Prussian who loved men, according to Benjamin Franklin), a social group for LGBT (Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, and Transgender) Germans is now launching in New York City. The new group is called "LGBT-Germans" and is for LGBT […]Continue Reading
For the 4th time, there was a Jewish Contingent walking in the Steuben Parade to commemorate German Jewish Contributions to America. When I had the idea, I wondered if this mere act could be considered insensitive for some Jews. I remember my own mixed emotions the first time I walked in the Parade. While I […]Continue Reading
Most New Yorkers have heard about the Jewish Borsht Belt in the Catskills on Route 17 during the 20th Century. But very few people know that there was a German enclave in the Catskills on Route 28, where German hotel owners catered to a mostly German Jewish refugee clientele from the 1930's through the 1970's. […]Continue Reading
Like other Baby Boomers, I grew up hating Germans from watching black & white war movies and hearing about the Nazi atrocities. However, I was the child of two German Holocaust Survivors, with parts of my family living in Germany since the 1500's. I heard beautiful stories of Jewish life in pre-Nazi Germany and learned […]Continue Reading
Jewish Contingent in Steuben German-American Parade
From German Pulse June 12, 2013
Are you, or do you know anyone of German Jewish Descent, or any Dual German-American Jews? For the fourth year, there will be a Jewish Contingent marching in the New York Steuben German-American Friendship Parade (September 21, 2013) commemorating German Jewish contributions to America. Most people do not know how many German Jewish people, groups […] Continue Reading
America now has public stone memorial markers remembering the lives of the Other Victims of the Nazi Era and is now telling their stories. In the early 1990's, New York City created the Holocaust Memorial Park in Sheepshead Bay, Brooklyn, with well over 100 stone markers to memorialize the Jewish victims and to educate […] Continue Reading
After my 18 year old father was released from Dachau, he packed his family's set of Passover "Hagadahs" and sent them to his father in New York City in 1939, and then used his Temporary Transit Visa to get to London. He then joined his father in NYC in November 1939. [The Hagadah tells […]Continue Reading
This month the U.S. Holocaust Memorial Museum held a conference to be a Tribute to Holocaust Survivors and World War II Veterans. I went because my father was both; an inmate of Dachau after Kristallnacht and with the U.S. Army when they liberated the town of Dachau. As a child I knew my parents […]Continue Reading
In my last installment, you learned how the Torah that my mother's father brought to America was given to the Liberal Congregation Beth Shalom in Munich. From 1946 until the early 1960's, that Torah was housed in Congregation Beth Hillel in Washington Heights, NY. This was a congregation of Jews who fled from Bavaria under […]Continue Reading
I started the International Association of Lesbian and Gay Children of Holocaust Survivors in 1990. At its peak, we had 150 members in eleven countries, with about a dozen members living in Germany, mostly in Munich. Later in that decade, Rabbi Walter Homolka came to my Synagogue (CBST – the LGBT Synagogue) to speak about […]Continue Reading
I started coming out as a nice Jewish gay boy in 1965 at the age of 13. It started in April with me asking my Hebrew School teacher if there was a blessing for two men to get married. That was when we were learning the ritual of breaking a glass at a Jewish wedding;[…]Continue Reading
This is the first of several articles about why, as a Jew, I became a dual German American citizen in 2007, why I returned a German Torah back to Munich in 2005, why I created a Jewish contingent for NYC's Steuben Parade ever since 2010, and why I run German Pride Talks and Walking Tours […]Continue Reading